Wednesday, January 31, 2007
its been too long. i miss you guys too much.
shammie: hey i got tix to wild wild wet, wanna go?
ifah: set ar
fid: abeh tkkan aku nk pakai bikini?
ifah: kau pakai scuba diving nyer suit ar..hahaha!
fid: ar yelah, siap flippers, gas tank n goggles kan?
us: hahahahaha!




aliman, you are missed okay?!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
him: fid, u tkde bf eh?
me: (shocked) tkde, why?
him: u serious? no bf?
me: (curious) no, why?
him: u 20 this yr rite?
me: yea, why?
him: tknk kawen ke?
me: haha! of coz la nk, but not the time yet.
him: confirm eh no bf? (muker serious)
me: yea (da malas nk tanye why).
then the whole night we kept flirting with each other.
cld this be.......?
will it be........?
does he...........?
NAAAAHHHHH!!
Monday, January 29, 2007
i was bloghopping when i came across this blog.
this guy, he juz passed his 2b lisence. and was blogging abt how he cant wait to ride on the road, and dat he has to wait till ard march for his bike to be officially released.
haiz.
zaman dulu2i miss riding in the circuit, i wonder whether i stil remember how to ride wen i go back for my prac 3.
countdown to my pay: 9 days
i'll immediately go down to cdc and book 2 or 3 pracs..no wasting time! pathetic sey. ok ok, i promise i wont talk abt my license until i actuali restart it..muahaha! the pple who believed in me pun da give up, i think.
abg ajid promised to ride wif me and show me the way ard, but now he's married.
diana, promised to show me all the good parking spots.
shymm, promised to help me out wif my scooter, if i decide to ride one.he even brought me to the scooter shop.
arab and the guys, promised to call me up everytime they wanna go riding.
haha, wait la another 94321567851248963587 days until i get my license eh.
toodles!
Sunday, January 28, 2007
i love my partners
smiley azie and the gerl who calls me kak fid, yana.
my newest obsession, blueberry bagel, org mkn pagi aku mkn time closing.hahawads the point of picking me up after werk wen u dont intend to send me home? and it was almost 12am lagi. turns out ur bus stop comes before mine, so its like me sending you home.
exactly why i have given up on guys.
where haf all the good guys gone to?
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
HEY!!!
dont look at me like dat. i can read from your face that u r shocked. you are the one who is suppose to be the 'better' person. but sadly, the fact is, i am.
why wear the tudung if you dont mind when your 'tabung amal' is showing?'
im not pointing fingers to anybody. tapi sape mkn lada dier rase pedas nyer.
[read: whoever eats the chilli, you'll feel the heat]
im not saying dat im 100% great and pure. i have my dark past, who doesnt. and im trying to get better each and everyday. and i dont judge you, so stoping freaking trying to put me down and be rude.
coz u r not any better then me.
period.

its her last day today.
yay? boohoo?
mixed feelings.
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.
.
.
kak fidza is teaching, so...

next session, tmr @ 3pm.
wee!
Monday, January 22, 2007
can someone buy me this $28 bear for v-day?"..can i haf a green tea frap, and i dont want whip potato.."
[read: its suppose to be whip cream]
muahahahahahahhahahhahahha!
Sunday, January 21, 2007
when i came into starbucks Bugis, i cld tell dat everyone thought dat im like one of the gerls who wear tudung. but i think they are learning that im so much different.
dat im more clumsy, n sickening, n a trouble-maker!!
today was my bad luck day i guess.
1) it started out with me forgetting to bring my apron.
2) i ask yul how to make fraplight, den she said the fraplight mix and coffee base, im sure she thought i knew the rest, but stupid me, forgot to put the water.
so wen flor wanted to use fraplight, saw the mistake, ask me why i didnt put water, stupid me said dat yul didnt tell me. den flor went to so-called confront yul.
omg! i said sorry like a million times to yul, thnk god she understands,
3) i was being less hyper today. i didnt CDR, i made a couple of wrong drinks, my mind went blank a couple of times while making a drink. so flor called me into the office, shut the door and shouted, "WAKE UP!!!" but she meant it in a nice way la. n of coz we were laughing after dat.
4) the final and most stupidest thing ever. i broke 20 mugs! i was so proud dat i washed alot of mugs and wanted to carry all of em out at one time, n i dropped them. my semangat all gone after dat. the partners pun can see. they didnt ask me to do anything after dat.
i admit it, bad things happen wen flor is the MOD, its not her, its me!! she has high expectations and i dont feel like i cld reach it. i feel like it a must to always impress her.
but as usual, she always catch me during my ugliest moments.
confirm bsok byk police investigators. [read: partners trying to find out wad happen]
ooh, i love marked outs.met my uncle in the train, "makin tembam kau ni eh"
thnx eh.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
padan muker.
the K2 students have graduated and moved to Pri 1. this time the new batch of K2s, including my niece, Siti Aisyah. K2 tapi badan tk besar2.
thnk god i was only in charge of 4 kids instead of 6 or 7. i had a mix wif a super hyper boy, a super obedient boy who wldnt let go of my hand, and 2 gerls, yg bole tahan la.
u know me, i pay more attention to boys. whahaha!!
den i had this one boy, who was trying to get my attention. even though he was from another grp, he kept coming back to me. haziq, the boy who shared the Nutella bread wif me. hee!
next trip, 10th Feb, UnderwaterWorld plus Dolphin Lagoon. wee!!
Friday, January 19, 2007
im stuck with volunteering, ever since Aden introduced me to 4pm, and my 1st event, ramadhan on wheels, i was hooked. at 1st, i had too much free time, but now its love. yo, dats deep.
when i heard Mendaki was recruiting, i cldnt help myself. Clubilya made their presentation during the orientation and i got interested.
dont try looking for me, im somewhere under all dat!! haa!
went to Clubilya's office today and met up wif Erdyanna and some of the volunteers. i got myself a part-part time job. get it?
as a tutor, which i will do only on my off days.
Erdyanna filled me up with the things dat Clubilya do. and boy was i excited. they gonna have sports like netball and all. its been ages since i last play floorball, or any other sports.
i think im gaining weight. am i?
nvm, dont answer dat.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
the tiredness level has reached to level 67. which means very tired la. tired because there was nothing to do.
at bugis, when i move alot, i dont really feel the pain in my leg.
today at concourse, it reminded me of the times when i had to stand 'sedia' for a long time, during my military band days.
thnx though. for making me feel welcomed!
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
im desperate.
shit.
i shldnt have done wad i done. and now i dont know wad to do to make it all better and as the way they were in the beginning.
politics.
shit.
i try my best not to be involved. but not being involved means not knowing the latest gossip. and being involved means you have to stab somebody in the back, lie to somebody, talk bad behind somebody's back.
shit.
i think i'll choose to lay low.
im late for work.
shit!

wad the shit is he doin, u ask?

oh so coolness kan?
p/s: dats not my hand okay! its my mum's..haha!
Monday, January 15, 2007