yes khairil..
i miss you.

there, its out. happy?
nyahahaha.

can you like dupilcate yourself? send of em here to sg. can?
im waiting

*looks at watch

come back quick can.









okla, i over-reacted abt my managers. they're okay. but dont be sarcastic can?! nk marah, marah aje la. sheesh.

i just need to stick to this job until i get wad i want!! i've come so close to give up now.

9th april - store outing to sentosa. which bikini eh..the yellow one or the polka dot one? nyahaha!! [read:im kidding kay..]

18th april - my 1st rtt attempt!! i hope i get this done and over with.

- coffee presentation. this thing where i have to share wad i feel abt the coffee, how good it taste, where it comes from..bla bla bla. u get the gist.

my store have this dream of making me a coffee master. sheesh. another test to study for.




i just heard somebody calling my name from outside my window la. no, not the scary kind. the bf-came-to-say-gd-nite kinda way. chey chey.

nah, khairil is too busy with the koalas.

oh yea, happy bday mab.
and thnx dzul punyer gf, i forgot to ask ur name la.

*smacks forehead

im gonna quit Starbucks.
leaders dont threat to get respect.

i wanna be transferred can?




partners were suppose to come down for store spring cleaning on thursday. according to the note [refer to picture above] partners doin opening[6.45am] on friday[today] need not come.

i reached work at 6.15am today.

but since alot of partners did not turn up on thursday, the store manager organised an urgent store meeting. confirm to bebel at us. i already have plans after work today. so i dont see the point of going to the meeting since im excused aniway.

here's the interesting part.

i got a msg saying dat partners who dont turn up for the meeting will not get any scheduale for 3 FREAKING WEEKS!!

sheesh. now i have no respect for them.

i used to look forward to go to work, a place where i meet my frenz, joke with customers, but now it reali feels like work, a place where u get all stressed up and tired and scolded.

yes sue!! the pics are here!!

hehe..







sue punyer album -> http://vespfidza.multiply.com/photos/album/26

diana punyer album -> http://vespfidza.multiply.com/photos/album/27

i realised my blog looks kinda dead coz i didnt realli wanna post anything until i get the pictures.

and now i have!! so updates!!

im broke.
im kinda missing somebody. i wont say who.
i kinda dont wanna work animore.
i havent been going for my e-trials.
i took one whole week off from work.

can someone smack me hard, wake me up and tell me to work harder??!
i want something badly and yet im taking it lightly.

ok, ok..resolutions: nyahaha, as if im gonna keep em.

1.book e-trial, and go.
2.not too many shopping this mth. i'll try
3.study for my rtt
4.dont malas go to work

then there's the opposite sex issue.

he called me..again.
i thought i got rid of him.

how do you feel
talking on the phone
with a guy
who doesnt really care
abt wad you are talking abt.

fid: "u know wad, my frenz brought me to swensens for my bdae and they sang me the bdae song so loud dat everybody was looking sey"...bla bla bla [u know the drill, me and my yapping]

him: "ouh..u, i think i miss you la.."

no, this guy is NOT, i repeat, NOT my bf.
and no, its not khairil either..nyahaha

how to get rid of this kind of person?

i bet the partners at sb-bg hates me.
ive been skipping work twice this week.

sori la, the flu and the cough juz wouldnt go away.
besides, the parents decided to buy us McDonalds last night.

and everybody knows that the meal wouldnt be complete without the coke rite?
imagine mkn McSpicy with air masak..nyahaha

but i do hope i get better soon.
so that i can enjoy myself on sunday.
do my e trial and circuit revision on monday.

and keep that bugger up until 6am (aussie time)
nyahahah

im sori, i cant help it la.
i juz love...erm...copying you..





i thought you wldnt see this lil thing coz u're potek rite.
confirm pakai those geeky glasses i saw at raihan's blog. nyahahaha.

congrats for gessing the right song [even though nobody ask anybody to guess]
u get erm...infinite hugs from me.

ahh!! make me stop!!!



oh yea, it was directed at you.

fiiiine!!
i shall ignore you the next time i see you on msn, looking all pretty at ur DP.

i shall do all my stuff then quickly log off.
u're the only reason i go online aniway. nyahahha

oh yea, i miss you already la.





i hate not going to work, wen im suppose to.
i hate it when pple dont believe dat i AM actualli sick.

sheesh.







I shouldn't love you
but I want to.

let me begin today's entry by throwing my MYUK wallet at khairil.
no suprise party la, they reali did have something else on today. nyahaha

i know u're thinking, apesal wallet eh?



coz i love my new genuine leather pierre cardin wallet..but why must it be PINK?!
ni mesti arab yg choose..kan kan kan?!!

but thnx, realli, i love it!!



more pictures, click here -> http://vespfidza.multiply.com/photos/album/25

i woke up to a bdae song. [read: my parents]
the classic bdae song.

u know the..

"allah selamatkan kamu.." yea.dat song.
its realli sweet though.



then had lunch with my babe. then the present. then starbucks.
diana cldnt stop talking abt someone's hot body.

no, not you khairil.

then met up with yul coz babe needs to go to work.
watched stomp the yard, sponsored by yully.

the story abit slow la, the typical competiton-then-the-results-were-tied-so-have-to-battle-to-determine-the-winner kinda movie.

let me name some examples.
bring it on 2 and 3
you got served
drumline

then headed on home. bdae shopping tmr
hafiz bdae on saturday.
my bdae celebrations on sunday. wee!

thnx for all those birthday wishes!! love you all la..

to a certain someone, sorry i kept you up.
cant help it la, its not everyday you're online kan kan kan?!

btw,were you a good boy today? *wink
no yawning i hope

i think im gonna keep him my little secret.
and im still waiting for the unknown call.

faster can? hee





im going for my very 1st circuit revison tmr. scary liddat. im gonna have to do my figure 8 again, and again, and again.

i think i need his 'gd luck' but he's not here animore..boohoo.

wen down to cdc today to book my e-trial. not 1, not 2, but 3 e trials. haa. this shows how serious i am abt wanting my own bike! i hope i can pass on my 1st attempt. waste time la nk book rtt again, then wait again.

the thing abt me is dat i like to plan ahead. so lets plan!

tuesday 20th march - work then circuit revision
wednesday 21st march - ehem, somebody's birthday [points at myself]
thursday 22nd march - 2nd circuit revision
friday 23rd march - work
saturday 24th march - hafiz's bdae party / work [damn! must choose]
sunday 25th march - volunteer

well, dont bother calling me up. my week is pretty much full. hee

ok..bla bla bla.

sorry no pics, 21st march confirm berlambak.

nyahaha.
damn, im miss dat already.

haha! semangat much!

im just very organised.
you guys shld see my organiser.

and besides, im like reali motivated gitu.

[read: that's the test route for prac 5..argh! like so jakon liddat]

boy: so how was ur prac 4 tadi, ok?
me: yea i guess it was ok
boy: blablablabla
me: blablablabla

boy waits for fid while she top up her account.
boy waits for fid while fid book her next prac.
boy walks fid out of the cdc.

sweet kan?!! OMG OMG OMG
ok, im beginning to sound like somebody..haha [points at Qusyairie..bluek]

girls will be girls.

ok ok, i agree! 300 is great.
especially the capt's son who got his head chopped off!!

argh!! at least his hot body survived.hee.
wads his name eh?

i had a great time today.
more pictures click here -> http://vespfidza.multiply.com/photos/album/22


meeting place, like da tkde tmpt lain, starbucks bugis junction..


lunch outside the cathay


heading home!

i wanna watch 300 again can?

zurah is leaving us..sobs







i like janette's shift.
i like jason's shift.

i dont like dzul's shift..bluek!
asyik suro org extend jek!

haa!






"..wadeva la eh..nk pegi, pegi la...i dont care.."
*secretly cares..sobs*

bike num : 27
my num: 6

27 - 6 = 21

21st march = my bday

haha..tkde kene mengena eh..



prac 4 today was alright.
thnk god it didnt rain.

opening.



i was there b4 the MOD.



had ME time at starbucks capital tower.



then store meeting at Starbucks Suntec City.

more pictures click here -> http://vespfidza.multiply.com/photos/album/21

i was so excited wen he msged,

i took wrong orders,
was caught sms-sing while attending to customers,
i got YUL all excited too.

but...anti climax btol la you Q.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, though.

he got engaged today.
and the whole gang is going bowling this coming saturday.


i made him do this, as you can see, its him in the papers.


the girl.

more pictures here -> http://vespfidza.multiply.com/photos/album/20

check it out.
my counter has reach 6000.

haha.mcm paham je org baca. i got to know dat quite a number of partners from my store have been reading my blog too!

hello!! *waves at partners*
go work la!
haha!

ok, dat tag from diana, jgn layan. it was juz a joke.
me? dbl o? nk kene maki?

hee.

i was so damn sleepy today.
i slept in the bus.
i slept while i was having my hair cut.
i slept even when im hungry, i tell you, tummy has always comes first.
i slept after lunch.

tsk tsk.



new pizza in town.

ni sume pasal someone who kept me up all night chatting with him.
*wink

padan muker tk dpt epok2.whaha

summary:
spend the afternoon at the mosque as usual.
lunch with mummy.
met up with my babe.

talked abt hal ehwal semase yg sedang hangat.
ive made up my mind.
i dont care.
wadeva.

i gez my bdae is gonna be sucky this year.



this isnt one of those best-fren-wear-the-same-things kinda thing. its juz dat we have almost the same taste i guess. i didnt even know she had it! jee



lunch. recall. fattening lunch.



yea he was there too.

btw, to a fren. i blog abt him all the time. i didnt keep any secrets. u shld have juz read my blog more often to know abt ur ex-gf, [read: MY BESTFREN]

i feel like shit.

friends dont make friends feel like shit.
well, you guys did.

congrats!

i booked my prac 4. and so it begins...haa!

work was blah.
brought my bro for an interview at COLD STORAGE EASTWOOD. yup, my old store. met up with zakiah after a long time!! pretty gal got prettier it seems. hee. and a new guy cashier, dats a 1st. the manager ask me to come back.



cashier: $6 per hour
barista: $4.50 per hour

hmmm..

i hate secrets, dont you?
especially wen you know EVERYTHING and you cant tell anybody abt it!!

argh!!!!!!!

tgk dancefloor tk?

the KEfeLINGfing totally used zaihar's grp song. kan kan kan? can they do dat? not dat i care, but they suck and the judges were praising them so much, BUTA KAH?!

haa.

i dont know why but im so in love in J.D.I.
their facial expressions got me glued to the tv screen la. i loike!

i hope they get in. i voted once. hee.
pathetic eh.

tgk Danielle tk?

i love dat show. Dani's cute, i like Nizam's unkept hair, i love the way Lawrence can speak malay, and Leman cried in tonight's episod, mcm btol gitu, i almost cried also okay?!

imagine ur best fren going to migrate overseas?!

work was okay.
fid feeling learning coach when Dzul assigned me to test Liyana for her Frap drinks. wohoo!

feeling je.

weekends.
help me choose can?

satuday,
go out with wan
play netball with qayah
help wackygal's fren with the silat competition

sunday,
burg's fren wedding
my abg sedare engagement

well, sunday im going for my abg sedare's engagement la.
we've been so close since the day i was born,
how can i not come.

saturday, hmm, still undecided.
help?

congrats to my bro, got accepted to RP.
[read: republic polytechnic]

but he's still hoping to get to TP, tru DAE.

bro: excuse me ITE graduate, budak RP nk jln.
puiit!

for those yg dont know.

my bro is currently studying in ITE Simei [read: MY EX SCHOOL] while he retook his O Levels, he got better results, so he applied to poly.

sounds familiar?

yea, dat was my plan.

studied in ITE Clementi, while retaking my O Levels, decided to not take my O Levels paper in the last minute, dont know why.

continued ITE, kononnyer try dpt GPA 3.5 and above. puiit! but Alhamdulillah i graduated. got my cert.

now im stuck looking for a suitable job.

next step.
get a job.
save up money.
get myself a diploma.

get married.
haa!

insyAllah.

besok pay day!! wohoo!!

hawa aka howie's last day, tmr.
im not werkin and i wont be able to attend the LATE NIGHT SUPPER.

why?

read: LATE NIGHT SUPPER

remember my curfew? haha.

gave a a nice hug goodbye tadi. shld be enuff la. tk cukup i give u kiss some time ok.

today, bugis junction was like pasar mlm, at geylang time ramadhan nk raya. only its day time, no malays, not at geylang, and its a normal sunday.

apparently, there was a consert right next to my store, a taiwanese female singer who came hours late. seriously, mcm jemputan pat luar with the loud music and khemah and all.

padan muker hujan. haha!

hello march!

i love march!

you guys know why la eh.

CLEO reads:
aries - guys will be drawn to you, but your attention span will be so short you could miss some great ones, or move on too soon. give love a chance and it will reward you. your communication skills and charm will make it easy for you to get what you want.

yea rite..
haha!

deep down in my heart, i secretly hope dat its true. hee
*fid blush*